After reading a few glowing reviews for the show - which I urge you to not do and just go along for the ride - I ask Dravid if she can tell me what her show is about without giving too much away. Her summation is one that sounds absolutely intriguing: "I don't know how to summarise it. It's a love story gone awry? It's a story that gets more and more horrifying."
While most people would rather forget the terrible things that have happened to them and focus on the positives, Dravid went down the opposite path and though it would make a great premise for a show, and she wasn't wrong. "I don't remember a point where things became funny, I just know I became more and more detached from my feelings as life seemed to get worse," she recalls. "I became entertained by my own misfortune as a people watcher. I knew this part of my life would be interesting because most people's sad stories are enthralling. What I found to be my point of difference was feeling happier as things got worse, and my friends kept encouraging me to write something based on these events. However, I found the quickest, though not easiest, way of figuring out if things are entertaining, is to tell it on stage and watch how many people walk out."
Down the Rabbit Hole would no doubt be opening old wounds for Dravid and bringing back memories that have not only been shelved but are now being shared to roomfuls of strangers. So what makes someone go through this experience of creating this show? "Performing this show has been confronting and also cathartic. In the first week of doing it, I felt fragile," Dravid says. "Even now, after my most recent run, I find myself crumbling through certain parts in the show. That reluctance and hesitation is important for me though. I feel that as I continue through the story, I find myself loosening up and hopefully by the end the audience has come on a journey with me."
This journey won Dravid the Billy T Award, an award given to the outstanding emerging performer at the 2017 New Zealand International Comedy Festival. "Winning the Billy gave me immediate validation then after 20 minutes, crippling self-doubt that I'd just peaked. Most industry awards mean little to people outside the industry. I learned this the hard way," she tells me. "I've mainly used the Billy to try and persuade people outside the industry that I am of a certain standard. It's not enough to get me a bank loan but it's given me a certain amount of street cred."
1. My favourite board game is Scrabble because I feel like I'm using my brain and renovating at the same tile. I'm sorry.
Saw. Except I'd rename it 'Sang'. It sounds awful and something that would become a cult hit.
If I had a kid, I'd want them to watch the show while we're both the same age. I'm 31 now, so have my 31-year-old kid watch my show. I know that's impossible but so is this question. Hopefully it gives them insight into why I am the way I am. Hopefully it makes their childhood less traumatic because they'll have understanding. Hopefully they'll be great people and go on to become great parents.
To get to Angella's show? :-/
Venue: Forum Theatre, Cnr Flinders & Russell Sts, Melbourne
Season: 29 March - 22 April | Tues - Sat 8.30pm, Sun 7.30pm
Length: 55 minutes
Tickets: $20 Fri-Sat | $18 Wed, Thurs and Sun | $15 Tightarse Tuesday & Previews
Bookings: MICF website